Reply 20 of 50, by snorg
wrote:You said what I was thinking. Especially the part about bitterness. Might I also add in a generous helping of cynicism? I made […]
wrote:You don't want to know me better, because I've become a very bitter person.
Let's just say I would never recommend an EE degree to anyone who intends to maintain a decent standard of living.
Electronics is still a great hobby though.You said what I was thinking. Especially the part about bitterness. Might I also add in a generous helping of cynicism?
I made the mistake of getting into IT. My little retro-computing hobby also helps me to blow off steam.
Back in 1999 when I started hearing all the radio ads for "earning an MSCE in as little as two weeks" I started to say to myself, "It's time to get out and go do something else. "
I really should have listened to myself then...
Last year, I was finally (mercifully) laid off. I went back to school and earned an AAS in Criminal Justice. I can't ever see myself working as a cop. I'm just too old and have too much respect for myself and others. Perhaps I'll end up as a dispatcher like borgie83.wrote:I work in frontline support/helpdesk for a massive corporation. I have been doing this for close to 20 years (but not at the same location). Pretty much everyone hates the IT guy. I occasionally have fantasies of ramping my motorcycle off an over pass at about 120 with no helmet.
If I could give my 12 year old self advice, it would be this: don't make your hobby your job.Just get out now. If you're having thoughts like that, you need to move on.
The job is not worth your sanity, health, and mental well-being. After almost a full year of being unemployed, I still don't regret being laid off. I actually have nightmares about being back at my IT job. Hopefully, I'll never have to go back to anything like that. If I do, I'm going to do my best to make sure it's temporary.I honestly don't care if I ever earn even half as much as I did when I was in IT. It's just not worth it. I'm running out of life to live and I don't want to spend the rest of it being unhappy.
BTW - I also ride both bicycles and motorcycles. Once I get re-employed, I intend to spend more time with my motorbikes as well.
I know I need to get out, eventually. I've only got enough savings to last so long, then once it is gone it is gone. So I have to get something else worked out so I'm not burning through everything.
It seems like I keep saying "just one more year and I'll have enough to be ok".