Awesomme guys. Really a lot of jobs that I think that I wanted to do if I could. Wich is allmost impossible for me to do.
(more on that later)
After the first basic school, 10'th grade, I went out and started to work 3 months as a sort of every-kind-of-small-job handyman, at my mums workplace. It was like in 1992 or something. I would clean all the companies cars inside, and wash them on the outside.
Then I studied basic water/piping/electronic's/stuff-like-that at the local school. Just the basic stuff.
After that I began study computer-hardware-software science/repair stuff, were we learned (or for my part should) C++ programming, Unix server's, hardware repair and stuff like that. Like the big non-programmer education at that point.
Yeah... Did not went well... So I studied the the basic modules of cheramic/pottery, and when that did not work out, I left the town and moved back to my parent's for a minth or two. Searching for a job. Then I became a job, at the local factory, that produced exaust pipes and muffler's and dampers for cars and truck. And after that, I began to study the two years of high school aimed at adult's. Was like in 1997 to 1999.
After that I began to work at this mailorder company, wich shipped covers for nokia's and spareparts for moped's, and after that I began to study pedagogue at a nearby towns school. Yeah... That did not end well eighter. So I began to search for a job, and after one year, I moved to Copenhagen.
Began to study this computer thing again, hoping it would be easier, I was wrong. So I took a job in 2004 to 2006, were I worked at this computer shop.
We builded computers from scratch after what the customer needed, I repaired them, I did support on phone and support through mail. Did like 12 to 16 computers a day, responding to all phone support untill midday, and did all the email support on my own. Yeah... Even repaired one or two a day.
I was fired, because he had not enough money to pay me. And so I began as a mail-man. Delivering mail in Copenhagen in march of 2006.
I stopped with that in 2007, and moved away from copenhagen, and began work at the same company. Just sorting packages instead in the nighttime.
Was injured, and fired within 3 months for "incompetency", and began to work small jobs. Working as substetude at various places. Found a job at a gourmet restaurant, were I was like the "octopus" of everything. Washing, setting tables, taking out garbage and stuff like that.
Did not hang around much longer than under a year. And moved up north to the northern part of the country. Were I had the rollercoaster of my life, from 2008 to now. Had various small job's, eventually did a complete education. Webprogrammer. And went don't with depression and felt like 100% burned out.
Before I finished my education, I left the mother of my children in order to not begin making me her enemy and her my enemy. For the sake of our children. And behold.... I finished my education, and only because I was single and lived on my own. Not easy taking a big educatrion, with only time home, between 11pm and bedtime, when one had been up since 6am. Yeah...... Advice: Don't have children before finishing education.
Now... The part I saved for the last.
At this moment I am retired before time. Meaning... I have gotten this diagnose, and yeah... Having issues after this mental breakdown.
Bad sleeping habbit. (cant feel sleepy) allmost no sex drive (yay, more energy for computers), hungerlessness, bad short term memory (if it's about something that I have no interrest in), a million thoughts on everyday stuff that I did not accomplise that just won't stop when I go to bed. No energy at all.
Sometimes I feel like having no energy for anything, and when I have done something like had to visit someone, I feel tired the next half a week.
Allways had this thing of hating a big crowd. Lucky me... It's nothing compared to other people. It's only atypical aspie.
Well. That's what the one who gave me the diagnose say's. No wonder I have never ever worked more than 1 and a half year a each job position. It has allways been like I have had too many days at home, after reporting in sick (faking, to protect my self). At least once a week, twice if it had been just a little stressfull at the work. Allways enjoyed working, so it was indeed something that was not lazynes. Like I was running from something to save myself of something. Yeahh... When the shit was hitting the fan, I had allready left that building for good.
(That computer-job excluded)
I was born with this shit, and I am going to the grave with this shit. No cure, no medicine can help. Yay me!!!! At least I am not born without the capacity to show love or act non-ego centric. Have learned my own tools to handle this kind of thing. Well... If I had the diagnose at the age of 16, I would not be so well. Because I would then have lived on a institution, and that would actually have left me worse off. The price to pay for this, is 39 years without any help.
So yeah... This is why I am so much on, here on Vogons. Looking at the bright side of thing's. I am one of those that are alowed to make jokes on aspergers syndrome. Because I have the diagnose... 🤣 🤣
"There is nothing in life that are so bad, that it's not good for anything" (old danish saying)
Don't eat stuff off a 15 year old never cleaned cpu cooler.
Those cakes make you sick....
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