Just had my 3rs stroke in April; first one was while deployed as a PMC to Zambia in 2020; 2nd one was in 2021 then 3rd one was April this year; so only thing that keeps me steady is looking at the final objective with Christr; secondly is my wife who herself is a cancer survivor. I still work full time; though I finally had to stop PMC work in 3rd world due to the strokes. Very thankful the strokes only messed my vision up a bit and did not turn me into a vegetable.

Sorry to read about your struggles, the last thing we need is our own bodies betraying us.