It's pretty early here, so if my response is a little off-kilter I do apologize. However, it sounds to me (and correct me if I'm wrong) that you're fairly young - this isn't meant at all to dismiss that you don't feel well, but on the other hand it's very easy for small things to appear as catastrophes when you're very young. Basically I would encourage you to take a step back and think about your situation more objectively, as it may help better frame things for you. In doing so, take account of things you can control, and those you cannot - worry about, and work on, the things you actually can control. And towards this end, establish realistic and attainable goals (as well as milestones to judge progress) for yourself to meet, such as wanting to drive - that will require learning to drive, receiving a licence, and acquiring a vehicle and all of the associated "stuff" that goes with a vehicle (registration, insurance, etc refer to your local laws for what all is specifically required). Doing all of that in a day may not be possible, but taking steps towards it certainly will be. Setting up various smaller goals will help a feeling of accomplishment, and also keep you on track towards the larger goal. I would then let the rest go (the stuff you can't control), because dwelling on those things does nothing for you except make you feel bad, and what's the point in that?
Of course, if you're not very young, that's a somewhat different discussion. I would probably still tell you mostly the same thing, but add that if you're in a situation where lack of work is meaning an immediate lack of food, heat, etc (especially if you have dependents), I would hope that you live somewhere with municipal services that can provide temporary assistance (yes it may mean filling out tons of paperwork - but look at it this way: you aren't working, which means your job is applying for things 🤣 ). I would look for something like a county human services department as a starting point, but there are likely non-governmental agencies (like churches) that may also provide assistance, even if it's something simple like a food bank or community pantry. It may not solve all of your problems that arise next week, month, year, etc but if it fixes today's crisis, that's good enough.
Either which way, if you're really having thoughts like "losing my will to live" and whatnot, I strongly encourage you to seek qualified real-life help (e.g. a counselor, therapist, clergy, etc). Keep talking to people and keep asking for help until someone actually takes the time to help you (and unfortunately there's only so much you can get online); don't let that fester and brew in isolation. 😊
